Well, this is me; this me, starting my first blog, pushing through the paranoia of it being a waste of my time, forcing myself not to close my current tab and just forget that I even thought about trying to blog. Such a simple feat, to pretend I didn't even try to set up a Blogger account. On the rather slim chance that someone were to find it (implying to me that I've got a few creepers on my back), I would simply say that it was a mistake, maybe even that that's the wrong person.
Bah, like there are that many other Cheryl Cornette's in the world. (No offense to other Cheryl Cornette's out there, by the way.)
Regardless, I continue to type on this little text box, despite my previous ranting about not being able to do it, or rather, not really wanting to do it.
Let's clear something up before I go any further - I want to do this.
Otherwise I would not be doing it at all. I wouldn't even give second thought about clicking the little 'sign up' link on Blogger's home page, and starting this little adventure. I do indeed want to blog. "Why?" you might be asking. For the pay? Not necessarily. For the experience? Perhaps, yes. Because I have nothing better to do? Well...no, actually. I've got entirely too much to do, and yet I still do this. And I realize that true blogging requires time, patience, and a spontaneous imagination. Quite frankly, I don't feel like I have any of those traits.
So why do I begin to blog here, now, on this domain? Hmph...I'm still trying to figure that out myself as I type. It could be something extremely simple - something that you put under a dog's nose, and he's too busy smelling it to realize where it is. Then again, it could be more difficult than that, and I would have to do some deep (and dangerous) soul-searching.
Perhaps the reason that I've begun to blog is because I've always wondered what it's like. I feel like I'm really missing out on something big.
I mean, c'mon! I'm an aspiring writer, trying to get as much experience under my belt as I can before I go to college, yet I don't even have an active blog. I'm a bit behind on life, aren't I? I suppose it can't be helped anymore...we'll just have to see where blogging takes me, whether or not it's 'right for me,' whether or not I'll amount to anything by doing this. That's me - I'm a mild gambler. And this could easily be classified as a gamble. Let's roll the dice.
I'll probably be using this blog for video game/movie/music rants. Well, that, among other things, things that will just pop into my head and I'll rush to my laptop to vomit my feelings onto virtual paper. And as I've mentioned before, I don't really have time to be blogging in a hardcore fashion, as much as I'd love to, so this blog might end up being a weekly blog instead of a daily blog...or maybe one of those Monday, Wednesday, Friday blogs. Eh, y'never know what will happen.
So that's it. I've been procrastinating doing my Chemistry homework for far too long. I need my sleep, but I need to do my Chemistry homework, first. Off I go. Thank you for reading, and if you have any comments or suggestion for a newbie blogger such as myself, fear not. I'm not very sensitive...well, not usually.
Out,
Cheryl-Buddy :3
